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| Alhamdulillah, things are alright. Currently left with one more week of internship at CSS before a short break then back to studying InsyaAllah I'm always grateful to Allah for giving me challenges and obstacles and rewarding me afterwards for the patience. I've really learnt that there is a reason for everything. Afterall, Dia Maha Mengetahui. I shall seek for His blessings and hope that He will lead me to the path right for me, InsyaAllah. | | |
| It seems so long ago that As ended but it has only been about 9 days haha. A lot of things had happened, and it has kept me busy & happy at the same time. I don't wish to think about the hardships for the past two years so I shall just look forward to the many wonderful things yet to come Short weekend trip back to kampung for two weddings and it was raining very heavily, we all got wet. But it was really enjoyable as three families came and slept in that small two-bedroom house and its the liveliness and kecoh-ness of it all that I really miss whenever we have family outings. Interview the next morning was not so scary afterall and we'll just wait for the results hehe. 6 December was graduation night at Marriott and it was fun and nice to see everyone in pretty clothes and all made up. Although nearing the end, it was a bit dramatic where a series of lost phones emerged haha but it was a happy ending as everyone found their phones in the end.
Seriously, I will miss the company I've had in NJ. The front row people who keep me awake in class (most of the time!), the Little Misses who always make me laugh and smile during our breaks, the ML gang who never fail to make me feel very Melayu whenever I see them, the AK people who brings back many memories whenever I meet them and many other people who have made life at school much more bearable, much more exciting. It is a very difficult thing to describe, this journey. It seems to be a love-hate relationship between myself and the school. I can safely say that I won't miss the school much, what with its many staircases and irritating backgate that closes and made me walk all the way to the front gate, the crowded parade square, the stuffy TB classrooms and the squeezy canteen extension that makes it seem like a maze to enter. But the people there are those that I will cherish and remember always.
& as for dearest Mystique, I really miss them a lot and we have to meet up soon!
But for now, I shall finish packing and look forward to my HK trip | | |
| Today was quite irritating, I actually went polyclinic to see what was wrong with my toe that has caused me pain all these weeks and after like all the hassle and waiting, they just referred me to another clinic! And the earliest will only be after A levels! The reason I went was to get the pain off my burden before my As but well, its not gonna happen!
Anyway, regarding prelims alhamdulillah some of my subjects have shown improvement and motivated me to work even harder to really score in them. But, sadly, the one subject which I really wanted to see grade jumps actually got worse): Its quite demoralising but insyaallah, if I really put in more effort in the other two major topics, perhaps I could get a decent grade for As.
Confidence is preparation. Everything else is beyond your control -Richard Kline | | |
| Three down, more to go.
Prelims started and it's really freaky to know how much time has passed. Its like, bang, and almost two years are gone. Anyway, this one week break is a good time to consolidate everything and prepare myself mentally for the rest of the papers(: Oh, and who can forget, Hari Raya! Although its quite sad that its during the prelims period, its a good distraction from all the stress and craziness from school! Spent a good half hour tearing over past Petronas Hari Raya advertisements yesterday (which I never fail to watch again and again every year!) and I'm looking forward to this year's one! Anyway, finally went for Operation Give yesterday and I'm glad that it was quite satisfying. Although I got rejected like 5 times before someone received my first plastic bag, its the feeling when people actually thank you with that touched and honoured smile that makes you feel very very happy(: Iftar, then tarawih at Ar-Raudhah where it ended the day quite happily. Yesterday was really a great day, alhamdulillah, and I managed to meet so many people, old and new. I'm missing people right now though, I really hope I'll get to meet them this week.
Now that everyone has started the cleaning frenzy in the house, its really quite funny. Imagine yesterday, I spent about one and a half hours cleaning the toilet until my two sisters who were sleeping over at my grandma's house commented this when they reached home, "OMG! Our tap is shining!" HAHAHA. It really felt good though, at least my one and a half hours agony was worth it. Now that I've done my part for the cleaning marathon, I can continue studying and my other sisters can continue wiping the furniture and mopping the floor hehehe. Last few more days of Ramadhan, let's all make full use of it to heighten our faith and achieve calmness. Insyaallah.
Oh, my sisters are driving me crazy with their sudden obsession with korean songs! | | |
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But oh well, they deserved it for being so irritating & annoying and just plain unreasonable. Really, it spoiled my whole day when I was supposed to meet my favourite girls and try to study. Sighs. Perhaps I shall try to forget about it and look at it from a different perspective, I think I really should. I watched news today and the recipient of the Jauhari 2010 award said that 10% of success comes because you're grateful of what you have been getting so far till now. So I will be thankful for the friends and family I have now, for they are the ones who will spur me on and be there to catch me if I fall
