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| First post of 2010. Like what everyone's been saying, 2009 was definitely one roller coaster ride. New school, new environment, falling down several a lot of times and not having the strength to pick myself up, downward sloping grades and just not enough time. There were a lot of low self-esteem periods where you just want to break down and cry. Fortunately, I did have the support of family and friends who constantly shower me with their love and patience. Its them I have to thank for. For giving me the strength, the confidence, their belief that I am capable of working even harder than before to achieve what I can. Thank you Allah, for whatever you have put me through in 2009. There were good times and bad times but they all had a part to play in making up for who I am now. Okay, enough of emo-ing and dwelling on the past. Let's look forward and strive for more things in 2010. Insyaallah, everything's gonna turn out alright
People always said footsteps are the only things you can leave behind. But even they, get wiped out sometimes. I suddenly thought of this while we were watching the sunrise at Desaru, I didn't know why.
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| Off to JB/Desaru tomorrow till 30th. Yes, again. I'm having mixed emotions now; happy, excited and scared. Let's just hope everything turns out alright. Hope, that's a very important and powerful word for me right now.
And before I go, Happy Birthday to Sharah! HAHAAH this is the most recent photo of both of us and both of us do look kinda selenger. But oh well, that's who we are, right Sharah?  Hope you had a wonderful time at Sunway Lagoon and that next year will be a blessed year for you! BBK PARTNER!
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| Back from YAC. It was an interesting camp but I can't lie and say it was a very impactful camp because it wasn't to that extent. I agree it was definitely enriching in terms of the spritual part because I felt that it has brought me closer to being a better Muslim, insyaallah. But other than that, it was just okay. (I have a feeling I am comparing it to YLTC which is why I don't find it as syiok) I shouldn't express my discontentment here so I wouldn't but instead keep it in mind as lessons to be learnt for the future. The camp made me want to feel more Melayu and suddenly I want to join and do so many different things, to be able to mix with the Malay/Muslim community well. Right now, at the top of my head, are a gazillion things that I want to do after the As. I laugh silently as I snapped myself back to the present and remind myself that I have about another year to go.
Kak Fifi is here in Singapore and I'm glad to be able to be her tour guide now, hehh. Prolly showing her around on Wednesday or Thursday and can't wait! Exco meeting at IKEA tomorrow, love that place!
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I keep laughing out loud at my messages oh man! & it always happens in public -_-
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| Back from an awesome Kampung + Malacca trip, can't think of what to say, shall upload photos soon. MLDDS Senior Farewell, Bali Thai, Ion Orchard. One week of trying to do homework, failed, didn't even managed to complete anything. Positively Ignited Lunch, Seoul Garden, Ion Orchard.
Off to a 2D1N YAC camp tomorrow, hope it'll be fun. I'm kinda in trouble now with homework pile still not reduced and parents deciding to plan another trip after christmas.
Suddenly miss playing KParty with sisters but can't really play it now since its 1am in the morning & everyone else is asleep baahh.
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| I wanted to write about the 5 days in YLTC and how it has been a very enriching experience for me but I think no matter how hard I try, I can never describe it accurately enough. One word for the whole camp though: life-changing. I think the camp has taught me a lot, changed the way I view things, changed the way I see people, changed the way I see myself. Hopefully, I have come out not as a better person but as a person who knows better. Chery, I'm starting to sound better already haha.
Anyway, I have to give huge credit to the awesome company for the 5 days! Team Positive started out awkward, silent and shy. But throughout the week, we've learnt more of each other, worked together hand in hand and became much much closer. I'm so amazed at the transformation of our group, from being possibly the quietest group in LT1 during the pre-briefing to being the group who constantly sings and cheers no matter where we are or what we do Thank you, that's all I can say. I regretted not bringing my camera to the camp though, because the view at Tanjung Piai was just awesome. Seeing the brightening sky as we do PT in the morning, the dark blue sky at night with a thousand twinkling stars and the green-blue sea we seem to be standing on. Wonderful scenery.
Went to watch PBMC on Saturday with my whole body aching. But its okay, managed to meet up with the best girls(: It was short though and I still miss them.
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